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I woke up to the alarm and not her voice screaming 'Idiot, wake up. You'll make us late.' It's a usual activity - to wake up and turn off the alarm. It was hard for me. I felt like a 3 year old kid who could just cry, nap, and poop. When you've had someone for so long, when you have shared every moment together, even the tiniest thing reminds you of them. But, I had to do it, alone. I am being paranoid. I am losing my mind. I was writing the code, I had to submit it tomorrow. Is she selected fpr the internship? Is she going to come college. My head started to ache and my eyes were red. High. My eyes closing and my mind going back to that day. A beautiful sunny day with the dew drops glittering the plants. The chai wala happily serving the students with dozes of tea to cope up with the lectures. When I sat in the cafeteria, I realised it took me fifteen more minutes than usual to cross that distance. Am I being dreamy? I never paid attention to anything. The weathe